It's only a feeling (No 'Maybe's)

Well, you might predicted this would be one of those over-dramatised and emotionally packed post, where you would end up dying out of boredom reading it. I'm sorry to tell you that, you won't die out of boredom though. The very least, is that you'll just be as confused as I am..And that's it I guess.

I was contemplating again about soul searching and stuff like "why the sky can make me smile countlessly" yesterday. And for a split second, I felt a pang of significant loss. It's a terrible feeling and I tried all day long to figure out what was it about, end up laughing at myself. It's funny how I tried to make things black and white. Trying to see feelings objectively. And the fact I still attempt to do so.

But, I still felt that loss sensation. Then, I thought of cheering up myself by paying homage to my victims or i rather call em the shoulders that I turn to (ie friends...duhhh).

But after 2 visits, I still felt that annoying feeling. So I just dash my way to the cc...yet I end up in iera's place...Somehow, I felt lighter. A phenomenon that even I can't explain objectively.

I guess I need to change college...A new sphere would make me happy I guess.


Off to lunch ;)